oh, why must i be so self-destructive?

May 28, 2009

this day, i pretty much have an out. my mom says that since i was sick i should take it easy and eat lightly (just having yogurt, toast, etc.) so this could have easily been a 200 or 300 calorie day… but nooo. i want to have another yogurt and sneak a cookie because i’m craving sugar.  now i’m just under 500… which i’ve got to admit is pretty darn good, but i can’t help feeling like i could have done better. :-/

by the way, i finished wintergirls this morning. i have one more thinspiration quote but the book is far away and i’m feeling lazy, but i’ll get it to you eventually. anyway, i felt like it was really REALLY good, but i found the end somewhat disapointing. i won’t say anything else because i think that everyone who has an ED should read it and i don’t want to give anything away.

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