summer is…

June 26, 2009

today’s been ok. better than yesterday. but yesterday kind of sucked sometimes so it’s not too much of an improvement, i guess.

and yes. my newfound depression just have to do with love. in my case, loving someone who is unattainable for a couple of reasons, but who i just can’t seem to let go. i mean, we get on so well! how could we ever waste that???

anyway, yesterday i had 997 cal despite my lack of hunger, and today i’ve had 1200 😦  but i’m going to the mall later so i’m hoping to walk it off.

i had a weigh-in today. even though i have my period (and am thus WAAAY bloated) i’m 111 lbs. by the end of the summer i’d like to be 100 lbs. i still have a bit to go, but being bloated and 111 isn’t bad, is it? i mean, i’m not proud, but i’m a perfectionist. sometimes i need help knowing when i should be proud.

anyway, i feel like thinspo today:








2 Responses to “summer is…”

  1. Vanessa said

    Great thinspo! Ahi! I’m on my period and 112 … So your better off than me! Good luck 🙂

  2. karnii said

    thank youuu! (x2)
    and 1 pound is nothing! i could easily be 112 today. i’m glad we’re on the same page, though. 🙂

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