so far, so good (today)

July 18, 2009

today i ate less than 600 cal. then i ran. now i’ve retained less than 400 cal.

so far, that is.

and i know that that’s bad. i mean, it’s good for the ana in me who craves bones, but bad for my logical side that knows that a) i won’t be able to function like that for very long and b) it’ll slow down my metabolism and then i’ll gain weight.

so i have to eat. probably around 600 cal.

but i’m not hungy. so there’s the dilemna: do i still follow what my body tells me, even if i think it’s probably really bad?

what should i do?


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