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October 4, 2009
hi, guys! sorry i haven’t written in a while… i’ve been really busy with homework, studying, emt, and college essays, but hopefully things will settle down soon… it’s pretty stressful here, but i hope you’re all ok.
i ate waaay too much the past 2 days. yesterday, i actually went OVER my limit so i didn’t have a deficit (it’s been SOOO long since i’ve done that) and the day before i was over 1200. yuck. and today i definitely looked fatter. my stomach wasn’t as flat and my legs were definitely heavier. and today i’ve already had 500 cal. ugh. 😦
i need to get back on track!!! i’m just so tired and stressed all the time. help!
Withering 
you can get back on track (:
i’m thinking of you, take care alright?
Amandah
awww thank you! i’m sure gonna try.
you take care too!
Perhaps it was just because you knew you have eaten alot, so it made you think you look bigger when I doubt you actually do. It wouldn’t be noticable within such a short space of time. Your stomach could be because of hormones; my stomach gets bloated when its that time of the month.
I’m sure you’ll get back on it. Don’t beat yourself up about it.
you’re probably right… i just get so freaked out, you know?
Yeah I totally know. . . I went over my limit yesterday too.
i’m sorry 😦 don’t you hate it? i think it’s one of the worst feelings… you could have stopped and should have stopped but you didn’t
remember….for all your school stuff…one day, one class period at a time!
true, true. and you’re getting an advanced degree, so i trust you! it’s just so hard when i see all of the assignments pile up in my planner… sometimes i can’t bring myself to even start.
like right know! haha
ps–take care of yourself!
🙂
I hope you are doing okay today. I know you can do it. I will be rooting for you too.
Peace & Love
thank you 🙂