busy busy busy
November 29, 2010
I’m sorry I haven’t been posting! The past couple of weeks have been absolutely INSANE and this next week will be no different… However, I’m hoping that I can get some posts in next week during study week (crossing my fingers)!
Anyhow, if anyone is interested in being my texting buddy, please email me at karnii@live.com because I feel like I’m at the point at which I DEFINITELY could fall off the wagon… 😦
Have a lovely week, all!
no no NO
November 16, 2010
i’m not putting up with this crap anymore. i’m getting on track and i’m STAYING on track… none of this, i-look-good-so-i-can-slack crap.
that isn’t happening anymore. IT CAN’T.
the past three days i’ve gone over my allotted calories… and so now i’m bloated, which makes me angry, etc. i mean, all day i just kept thinking about how i could be looking so much better.
i’m just so freaking self-destructive! 😦
anyone want a texting buddy? i need someone to talk me out of eating!!!
i’m also going to start posting thinspo everyday… and exercising AT LEAST twice a week outside of my gym class.
help me!!! 😦
not quite at peace (cont)
November 10, 2010
shakey. Then I saw CG and felt all tingly. Terrific.
not quite at peace
November 10, 2010
First off, I just drank a buttload of coffee (a cup, which is a lot for me! Haha) so I’m a bit
If you’re looking for a chuckle…
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at peace?
November 9, 2010
I really think I might be over CG… but now my feelings for TA have increased, and that, unfortunately, is a no-go. At least, for now!
And I still have feelings for OG, who should be a no-go, but I just keep poking holes. Poke poke poke. Reminding him that I’m here, reminding him that he has other viable (and possibly, preferable) choices. And I will keep doing this… until he has children. Yes. Then I will stop… because I TRY to be a decent person.
Sometimes. Kind of.
So, I guess TA is the more probable of the two… so maybe I should start putting some money on him? (i.e. going to see him more. I need to soon anyway… darn project!)
My love life, though pretty much non-existant, is nonetheless screwed up, oui?
So… cheers to that! Thinspo:
ps. I have too much darn food in my room! Remind me to say NO to going to the grocery store… 😦
thinspo for 11/7
November 7, 2010
A Letter to My Freshman Self (via College Candy)
November 7, 2010
I read this and it made me happy. (I’m a freshman now) Maybe it will bring some happiness to you guys, as well.
So… enjoy!
Love, K
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99.6
November 7, 2010
I’m back, baby!
At least for today. At least for this weigh-in.
And, at least in terms of weight.
I’m still guy-less. I shouldn’t feel desperate but I am. I texted this guy last last, whom I met during orientation (let’s call him OG… except, I already have one of those, don’t I? Well, I met him randomly, so let’s call him RG. So now, to clarify, there’s an RG, OG, CG, and TA). I asked if he wanted to go see a movie but he said he was too busy with work.
And I have no reason to believe that’s not the case, because I ran into him last week and he was grabbing a sandwich to take back to his room because he had to study with prelims.
Regardless, I was disappointed… but I ended up watching Amelie at the community center, and that’s one of my favorite movies, so it ended up being a pretty good night!
*sigh* I love Audrey Tautou. She’s gorgeous and thin…
But I digress.
Maybe the secret to happiness is always having a viable Plan B.
And being asexual.