busy busy busy

I’m sorry I haven’t been posting! The past couple of weeks have been absolutely INSANE and this next week will be no different… However, I’m hoping that I can get some posts in next week during study week (crossing my fingers)!

Anyhow, if anyone is interested in being my texting buddy, please email me at karnii@live.com because I feel like I’m at the point at which I DEFINITELY could fall off the wagon… 😦

Have a lovely week, all!

no no NO

i’m not putting up with this crap anymore. i’m getting on track and i’m STAYING on track… none of this, i-look-good-so-i-can-slack crap.

that isn’t happening anymore. IT CAN’T.

the past three days i’ve gone over my allotted calories… and so now i’m bloated, which makes me angry, etc. i mean, all day i just kept thinking about how i could be looking so much better.

i’m just so freaking self-destructive! 😦

anyone want a texting buddy? i need someone to talk me out of eating!!!

i’m also going to start posting thinspo everyday… and exercising AT LEAST twice a week outside of my gym class.

help me!!! 😦

not quite at peace (cont)

shakey. Then I saw CG and felt all tingly. Terrific.

not quite at peace

First off, I just drank a buttload of coffee (a cup, which is a lot for me! Haha) so I’m a bit

Seventeen Says The Darndest Things: December Edition (via College Candy)

If you’re looking for a chuckle…

Seventeen magazine is supposed to inspire and mold the teens of this fine country into virtuous women, yes? So is anyone else incredibly worried that the November cover girl is none other than, Ke$ha, the hot mess who doesn't value oral hygeine? Or that the words "AMAZING HAIR" are plastered over her straggly locks? Or that, in an interview with the infamous party girl, she expressed her dream of "starting a youth movement" with her latest album? … Read More

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at peace?

I really think I might be over CG… but now my feelings for TA have increased, and that, unfortunately, is a no-go. At least, for now!

And I still have feelings for OG, who should be a no-go, but I just keep poking holes. Poke poke poke. Reminding him that I’m here, reminding him that he has other viable (and possibly, preferable) choices. And I will keep doing this… until he has children. Yes. Then I will stop… because I TRY to be a decent person.

Sometimes. Kind of.

So, I guess TA is the more probable of the two… so maybe I should start putting some money on him? (i.e. going to see him more. I need to soon anyway… darn project!)

My love life, though pretty much non-existant, is nonetheless screwed up, oui?

So… cheers to that! Thinspo:

ps. I have too much darn food in my room! Remind me to say NO to going to the grocery store… 😦

no words, just pictures

thinspo for 11/7

yes! another creative title 😉

not to honk my own horn (is that the expression?), but i’m very pleased with this batch of thinspo. what do you think?

comments= love 😉

A Letter to My Freshman Self (via College Candy)

I read this and it made me happy. (I’m a freshman now) Maybe it will bring some happiness to you guys, as well.

So… enjoy!

Love, K

Dear Freshman Self, Live.  Wildly, recklessly, and with as much passion as you can muster. Make out with your RA during welcome week.  Accept one last drink from the cute guy working the keg.  Stay out after the bars close.  Make friends … Read More

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99.6

I’m back, baby!

At least for today. At least for this weigh-in.

And, at least in terms of weight.

I’m still guy-less. I shouldn’t feel desperate but I am. I texted this guy last last, whom I met during orientation (let’s call him OG… except, I already have one of those, don’t I? Well, I met him randomly, so let’s call him RG. So now, to clarify, there’s an RG, OG, CG, and TA). I asked if he wanted to go see a movie but he said he was too busy with work.

And I have no reason to believe that’s not the case, because I ran into him last week and he was grabbing a sandwich to take back to his room because he had to study with prelims.

Regardless, I was disappointed… but I ended up watching Amelie at the community center, and that’s one of my favorite movies, so it ended up being a pretty good night!

*sigh* I love Audrey Tautou. She’s gorgeous and thin…

But I digress.

Maybe the secret to happiness is always having a viable Plan B.

And being asexual.