… 200

REALLY! and i’m not even hungry. at all. i only ate lunch because i was with people… and then i only got a small soup.

how? why? coffee. coffee is magical.

i usually don’t drink coffee. at all. but today i decided to drink some, for i heard it can be good for weight loss and such… and i drank A LOT. a whole thermos full, with just a hint of soymilk in it.

and i’m relatively petite.

SO it had a pretty darn big effect on me! therefore, i will not drink quite THAT much again, but i think on thursday i’m going to have a bit. and then i’ll have a bit on tuesdays and thursdays.

that way, i’ll have 2 low cal days a week AND i hopefully won’t build up a tolerance to the stuff.

win-win, correct?

gah, i’m caffeine-high right now…

i have more that i want to tell you, but i think i’m going to wait until i’m less jittery ๐Ÿ˜‰ . until then, thinspo?

i guess the blogging gods are on my side today!

aside: i LOVE the deschanels. just saying.

alrighty, then!

ps. i’m looking for feedback: do you like the pictures i’m posting of my food? are you getting anything out of it, or is it just a waste of space? feel free to be honest! (but kind ๐Ÿ™‚ )

happy day, all!!!

my paper’s at its brain-vomit stage right now, and as a perfectionist, i HATE this stage. i’ll admit it’s pretty neat for brain vomit, and if i combine a few of the paragraphs i have right now and add some quotations, i’ll have a pretty decent start to the body-portion (as i have yet to write my introductory paragraph)… but this stage takes a lot out of me. it really does.

luckily, school’s cancelled tomorrow so i’ll have the day to work, but i’m determined to finish tonight so that i can just relax.

anyway, i needed a break and thought, what’s a better break than posting some thinspo for the nice people of wordpress? and then i realized that there is no better break (aside from things that i shouldn’t be doing… if you catch my drift. not that i’m a big ย rebel or anything because i’m not. i have friends who are, so i’m not against it, but that’s not my style. i’m more passive; i enjoy the fantasy but am too afraid to live in the reality)

^ jenny is the best GG thinspiration, in my opinion

this one, i REALLY need to comment on. i’d seen bloggers going on about jessica stroup’s style and how skinny she is and i FINALLY understand and have decided to try to watch 90210 if i can find the time. i guess i’m a jessica stroup convert, so you’ll be seeing much more of her. and don’t you just love the before and after, here? it gives me hope ๐Ÿ™‚

hurrah! i’m going to eat an orange and get back to work!